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Beauty is PainA narcissist, the rose it isSurrounded by thorns it criesBecause in time that passes fastIt withers, fades and diesI myself may die too soonAs the thorns of my past surround meThey gash open my skinBlood pours from withinI am filled with their poisonAnd soaking in sinI sing a song of sorrow forThe ones I love so deepThe guilt I feel is so unrealAs melody carries me to sleepI embrace this pain, so easy and clearlyFor the very first time I seeNot dread, nor hate toward this fateBut perceive an emanating beautyMy thoughts are of pure madnessEnsuring my demiseBut the pain I feel takes my mind awayFrom the guilt and tumult of liesI sing a song of sorrow forThe ones I love so deepThe guilt I feel is so unrealAs melody carries me to sleepSing to me, pull me awayI wish to leave though I'm begging to stayDrowning within darknessMy future is looking bleakBecause I love this feelingThis painful, blissful, crimson heatSing I say! Pull me away!Save me before I am ad
I dont know.I've never felt such guiltI've never really caredNever cared for somethingBecause it was never thereI am so afraid that I've thrown it awayTossed it in favour of a opinion that means shitThrown it away like I never cared for itThat isn't the case at allnot at allWhy shouldnt i just go?I have every excuse to leaveIt's as easy as a bottle of pillsOr a blade held fast to meWhy should I stay here?When all I do is feedFeed off the ones I loveTo better empower meAnd I don't even see.I've never hurt so much beforeas I've never really caredYou saved me from my apathyThough right now I wish you hadn'tI'm playing with my life, contemplating deathIt's all I deserve right nowFor fucking up you existanceWhy shouldnt i just go?I have every excuse to leaveIt's as easy as a bottle of pillsOr a blade held fast to meWhy should I stay here?When all I do is feedFeed off the ones I loveTo better empower meAnd I don't even see.I've never really criedbecause I know I've nev
The Boredom.Blackout at suspense pointPass out in a dazeThe stars across the night skySo surely engraveEngulfed by this darknessKnown to be alonewaiting out of boredomWaiting for the phoneThe only lightis in my handI choose to abusemy life in this landA bad habitA bad way to livethe bad may be defeatedBut evil never departsTicking of the clockTime slipping awayLooking to the futureand forgetting todaySilloeted DiamondsBeauty magnifiedDespite all the supportThe right wing nearly diedNail inside the gummakes it hard to speakYou know they never mean itas you know that they are weakThe only lightis in my handI choose to abusemy life in this landA bad habitA bad way to livethe bad may be defeatedBut evil never departs
I'm UglyI know that I’m notI know that you knowThat I know that I’m notBut I feel like itOh God, I feel like itI know I’ve got clear eyesAnd lovely hairBut when I look in mirrorsThe imperfections scream‘Till the tiny cracksBecome huge gaping holesThat I’m terrified you’ll seeSo please,I need to hear itTell me that I’m beautiful
Cutting DaysDo you remember those days?I sure do.The days where I'd wear long sleeves or armbands no matter what the weather.cover the scars with tons of make-upMake up stories about the cuts on my arms or legs"The cat did it""I got it shaving""I fell in the woods"Stupid excuses like that.I remember the dayswhen people would whisper when I walk in the room.The days when people called me a freakor a emoor a attention whoreor a psychojust because I cut myself.I remember the daysThat I'd hide my razorsclean the blood off the floorwash my bedsheets late and night so no one saw.I remember the dayswhen I couldn't sleep without cutting myselfI couldn't think without cutting myself.The days when my life revolved around self inflicted injuryI'm sure we all remember those dayswhether you did it for 6 months or six yearswhether you cut 4 times a week or 4 times a daywhether you cut deep or shallowwe all remember these days.I also remember the day when I decided it wasn't worth it
The Cutters LullabyGo to sleep and close your eyesDream of broken butterfliesThat tore their wing against a thornYou know the pain that they endured.Silver metal shine so brightScarlet blood that feals so rightDream of that blood trickling downAnd wake up just before you drownThe moonlight shining off your tearsAs you bleed out your worst fearsSo tonight when you start to cryWhisper the Cutters Lullaby:Husha bye babyYour almost deadyou dont have a pulseand your pillow is redyour family hates youyour friends let you bleedsleep tight with a knife cuz its all that you needRocka bye babyBroken and scarredyou didnt know life would be this hardTime to show the painYou hid so wellAnd down you'll come babyStraight back to hell